 Walpurgis Night at the Heidelberg Thingstätte, 2007 Image: I, AndreasF, CC BY-SA 2.5 There is a specific kind of restlessness that accompanies the last night of April.
In the Gulf Coast heat of Texas, we feel it as the final gasp of manageable air before the humidity of summer descends. But in the older, colder soil of our ancestors, this transition carried a different kind of weight. On the night of April 30, the world crosses a threshold. In the liturgical calendar we are still basking in the afterglow of the Resurrection. But the folk memory of the West has another name for this night: Walpurgisnacht — the eve of May 1, when winter yields to spring and, in older imaginations, unseen powers stirred. For those of us who serve as pastors in the Lutheran tradition, that ancient European rhythm lives somewhere in our spiritual DNA. Our forebears preached and prayed in those same northern lands where St. Walpurga herself once carried the faith. So even here in Texas, far from the Harz Mountains, the night still feels familiar — a faint echo from the old country reminding us that the battle between light and shadow is both ancient and ongoing. The Paradox of the Patroness It is one of the more profound ironies of church history that this night bears the name of a saint. Walpurga was a seventh-century English missionary to the Germanic tribes — a woman of courage and intellectual seriousness who traveled into the heart of pagan darkness to lay the foundations of the faith. When she was canonized on May 1 in the year 870, her feast day became a kind of spiritual fortification. Her relics were said to produce a miraculous oil used for healing, and the medieval mind naturally turned to her for protection against the harmful magic believed to be most potent on the eve of her feast. Walpurgis Night was, in its origins, a night of Christian defense — the Church bearing witness on terrain the darkness had claimed. But as centuries passed, the name of the saint gradually became shorthand for the very darkness she came to dispel. The Witches’ Night of the Harz Mountains eventually swallowed the memory of the missionary. The cultural inheritance of Walpurgisnacht arrived in modernity with the Christian content largely stripped out — leaving a celebration that flirts with the diabolical while having forgotten entirely the woman whose name it bears. This is how it usually goes. The Church names something, consecrates it, and then watches the name outlast the consecration. The Reality of the Night Here is something worth saying plainly, because many pulpits decline to say it at all: for some people, tonight is not a metaphor. While most people mark April 30 with nothing more sinister than a bonfire and a beer, there are practitioners for whom this night carries genuine spiritual intention — people who approach it with deliberate seriousness and whose intent, whatever we make of its ultimate efficacy, is not neutral. We do our congregations a disservice when we pretend otherwise. The world is more spiritually inhabited than the secular imagination wants to admit. Pastors who have spent any time in the margins of parish life — in recovery rooms, in homes where something feels wrong, in conversations that happen after the meeting ends — know this without needing to be convinced. The appropriate response is not fear. It is not obsession. It is clear-eyed pastoral awareness, grounded in the confession that Jesus Christ is Lord of every night, including this one. We are not uninhabited people. Christ dwells in us. That is the unshakable center. The Waffle House Index of the Soul In emergency management, the Waffle House Index measures the severity of a disaster by whether the restaurant is open, operating on a limited menu, or closed entirely. A Waffle House that stays fully open through a hurricane is a sign that things are not as bad as they could be. The spiritual equivalent is worth considering. A faith that is primarily a social habit closes when the pressure rises. A theology that is thin moralism operates on a limited menu — it can manage ordinary days but has nothing to offer when the atmosphere turns heavy. A robust confessional faith — one grounded in the Real Presence of Christ, the authority of the Word, and the identity conferred in Baptism — stays fully operational precisely when everything else is shutting down. The bonfires lit across Europe tonight are meant to frighten the darkness away. They are man-made and temporary, producing more smoke than light. We point instead to the Easter Fire — the light that the darkness has not overcome and will not. Every Easter Vigil, when the Paschal Candle is kindled, we proclaim that there is no night Christ has not already entered. A Pastoral Word Do not be afraid. But do be aware. Our work on a night like this is the same work it is on every other night — and that is exactly the point. We are not a people who hide under the bed on April 30. We are a people whose protection is not dependent on the calendar. The sign of the Cross was made over us at Baptism. The Name of Jesus was spoken into our lives before we had the language to receive it. The body and blood of Christ have been placed in our hands at a table that has been set against the presence of our enemies. That is our craft. The ancient Creeds are our confession. The Word and Sacrament are our weapons. The Resurrection is our victory. Not because we have conjured anything, but because Someone else already won the ground being contested. The sun will rise on May 1 — not because of a fertility rite or a folk custom or a bonfire on a German hillside, but because the Lord of Life has commanded the earth to bring forth its fruit. The darkness, whatever it intends tonight, does not get a vote. So we stand with Saint Walpurga — heirs of the same missionary courage, children of the same confessional faith, whether in Bavaria, Saxony, or south Texas. Reclaim the night. The Easter Fire is still burning. For more on the Christian theology of blessing, sacramentals, and spiritual disturbance, the teaching document "The Warfare of Things: A Guide to the Sacred and the Profane" is available as a free download here. Rev. Dr. Steve Stutz Ordained Lutheran Pastor · Intentional Interim Minister · Certified Spiritual Director La Porte, Texas · Houston Area [Contact] · [LinkedIn] · [The Marginal Note on Substack]
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 Image: freepik.com Most people who contact me about this topic start the same way. They apologize first. They say something like, “I know this probably sounds crazy,” or “I don’t know if this is even a real thing,” before they get to what they actually called to say. And what they actually called to say is usually some version of this: something is wrong in my house, and I don’t know what to do about it.
I want to say clearly: it doesn’t sound crazy. And yes, it is a real thing. The Christian tradition has always understood that places are not neutral to us. Because of the Incarnation—the fact that God became flesh in Jesus—we know that the physical world matters deeply to Him. What has happened in these spaces continues to affect those who dwell there: through memory, through relationships, and sometimes in ways we do not fully understand. This is not because places themselves hold some independent power, but because God’s creation, though good, is not untouched by sin, suffering, and history. For that reason, blessing and consecration matter—not as magic, not as superstition, but as the church’s practiced response to the reality that the physical and spiritual are not as neatly separated as modern Western culture assumes. When the church blesses a space, we are speaking God’s Word into it, naming it as belonging to Jesus and placing it under His promise. A blessing properly done does truly set a place apart. It becomes more than a mere building; it is consecrated—rightfully reclaimed and marked as holy ground for the life of the family and the glory of God. The ancient church blessed homes, fields, ships, tools, and thresholds. The medieval church developed rites for the reconciliation of spaces marked by violence or desecration. Martin Luther retained the practice of blessing and the liturgical tradition has never entirely lost it. In practice, this often looks like a pastor moving through the rooms of a home, speaking Scripture aloud, praying specifically over each space, and anointing doorposts and thresholds with oil—a physical, unhurried act of reclaiming territory for the Lord who already owns it. What the church has mostly lost is the pastoral fluency to talk about it plainly. So let me offer a framework. These are not steps to diagnose a phenomenon, but ways of listening carefully so that what is needed can be brought to bear. The Weight of History First, I want to understand the history involved. What do you know about what happened in this space before you arrived? Not because every difficult history produces spiritual disturbance, but because history matters. Sin and trauma leave what we might call a “social debt” in a space—a residue of what has taken place that continues to shape the life of those who dwell there, both visibly and in ways harder to name. We look at the past to see where the peace of Christ needs to be specifically applied. Discerning the Experience Second, I want to understand what is actually being experienced. There is a significant difference between a vague sense of unease, a pattern of relational conflict tied to a space, recurring nightmares, a sense of presence, and phenomena that are more difficult to categorize. I am not interested in sensationalism. Many presenting problems are explainable in the physical or psychological realm—structural issues, environmental factors, or even the heavy lingering fog of personal trauma and grief. (I recently saw a meme that showed a guy with a flashlight exploring his attic with the words, “Homeowner relieved to discover disturbing sounds in attic to be ghosts and not structural issues he can’t afford to repair.”) But I am going to take your report seriously, helping you discern whether what you are feeling is a matter for a home handyman/contractor, a counselor, or a pastor. The Spiritual Landscape of the Heart Third, I want to understand the spiritual condition of the people in the space. This is not a judgment—it is a pastoral question. A Christian is not defenseless; you belong to Jesus. But where we turn away from Him—toward things that promise control, knowledge, or power apart from God—we can place ourselves in a state of confusion and vulnerability. We must be honest about the fact that such vulnerability is rarely left a vacuum. Jesus himself describes malicious spirits as creatures who, finding themselves wandering through arid places, are perpetually looking for a place to rest (Matthew 12:43–45)—and they are more than happy to take up residence where the door has been left unlatched. When we seek spiritual agency outside of Jesus, we inadvertently offer a standing invitation to forces that exploit our desire for control. This is not to say that suffering is always the fruit of one’s own choices, but that the doors we open matter. Our interior lives shape both what we perceive and how we bear it; therefore, the remedy is not just “clearing” a room, but a return to the protection and presence of the Lord. The Church’s Provision Fourth, and most importantly, I want to point toward what the tradition actually offers. There is no space in which Jesus is not already Lord. The question is not whether He is present, but whether His presence is being trusted, spoken, and received. Theologically, we live in the “between time.” Because of Good Friday and Easter, the decisive victory has been won; the cosmos is redeemed. In military terms, D-Day has passed and the outcome is certain, yet we have not yet reached VE Day. In this tension, there is still resistance, suffering, and “groaning” as we await the final fulfillment of that victory. While the greater strategic battle is over, skirmishes remain in the shadows. The church has specific resources for this reality: prayer, the formal rite of blessing, the speaking of the Word into the space, anointing, and the presence of the community. These are not folk remedies or spiritual placebos. They are the church’s concrete, practiced response to the reality that Jesus Christ is Lord of every space, every history, and every power that operates within creation. We are simply applying the victory of the King to the territory He has already claimed. Now what? This is not paranormal investigation. I am not interested in evidence of the supernatural for its own sake. I am a pastor. My concern is for the people who are suffering and for bringing to bear the gifts Jesus has given His church. This is not something you are meant to carry alone or solve privately. If you are carrying something like this and don’t know where to bring it—and I understand that making that first contact can feel as awkward as the apology you rehearsed before calling—the contact page is the place to start. Rev. Dr. Steve Stutz Ordained Lutheran Pastor · Intentional Interim Minister · Certified Spiritual Director La Porte, Texas · Houston Area [Contact] · [LinkedIn] · [The Marginal Note on Substack]  Image: Freepik.com There is a diagnosis at the center of Lutheran theology that is either the most liberating thing you have ever heard or the most uncomfortable, depending on where you are when you encounter it.
Martin Luther called this incurvatus in se — a life “curved in on itself,” bent inward, unable to receive life from outside itself. The heart that has folded its doors inward on itself. The soul that keeps recycling its own air, trying to find life within its own limited resources. The person who believes that if they just try harder, think more clearly, breathe more deeply of their own oxygen, they can save themselves. You cannot resuscitate yourself. That is the diagnosis. And it is not primarily a moral judgment — it is a structural one. The problem is not that you are bad at trying. The problem is that you are trying to do something that is, by definition, impossible. You cannot pump your own lungs back to life. You cannot be both the patient and the physician. I see this in spiritual direction more than almost anything else. People come in having worked very hard on themselves. They’ve done the therapy and the reading, built the routines, cultivated a solid interior life. And then something happens — a loss, a failure, a season of dryness that will not lift, a sin they keep returning to despite every intention otherwise — and suddenly the air grows thin. Stale. Familiar in the worst way. They sit across from me and say some version of: I do not understand why this is not working. I have been doing everything right. The problem is not that they have been doing it wrong. The problem is that they have been doing it alone. The disciples in John’s twentieth chapter are doing the same thing. Locked in a room. Breathing the same stale air of Friday — the air of the tomb, the air of endings, the air of what cannot be undone. They are not bad people. They are simply sealed inside the limits of what they can produce on their own. Fear circulates. Grief circulates. Anxiety circulates. Everything becomes recycled air. And then Jesus walks through the wall. Not through the door — through the wall. Without a key, without permission, without waiting for them to get their act together first. He simply occupies the space where their fear has been circulating. And his first word is not a rebuke. It is not a correction. It is not a to-do list. It is Shalom — peace — spoken as a creative act. Not describing a reality that already exists, but calling one into being. Then he does something even stranger. He breathes life into bodies sealed by fear. Not metaphorically. Not symbolically in a distant sense. Breath into lungs that have been locked against hope. If you were a first-century listener, your mind would go immediately to Genesis — to the moment God leaned over dust and breathed the breath of life into nostrils that had never drawn air. John is telling us this is a new creation moment — the Spirit’s breath renewing what fear has sealed shut. The Upper Room has become a new garden. The Risen One stands in the middle of a room full of people surviving on recycled air, and he gives them what they cannot generate. You cannot breathe in a vacuum. You cannot manufacture the breath. You are the recipient of a gift. This is what spiritual direction is, at its best — not a technique for generating spiritual experience, not a system for optimizing your interior life, but a space in which you stop trying to be your own air supply long enough to notice that Someone else is already breathing into the room. The director’s role is not to supply the air. It is to help you notice that the room is already being filled, and to help you stop holding your breath against it. Sometimes that involves naming what is true. Sometimes it involves silence. Sometimes it involves learning to discern the difference between the noise of your own fear and the quieter, steadier breath of grace that is already present but often ignored. The practices matter — lectio divina, centering prayer, the examen, confession. They matter the way open windows matter. They do not create the air. They simply stop you from sealing the room shut. They make space for what is already being given. If you have been working very hard on your interior life and finding that the air still feels thin, that is not a sign that you are failing. It may be a sign that you have been trying to do alone what was never meant to be done alone. Life is already in the room. The only question is whether you will stop trying to be your own air supply long enough to receive it. If you want a companion for that kind of work, spiritual direction is where I do it. The contact page is the place to start. Rev. Dr. Steve Stutz Ordained Lutheran Pastor · Intentional Interim Minister · Certified Spiritual Director La Porte, Texas · Houston Area [Contact] · [LinkedIn] · [The Marginal Note on Substack]  I came home from a retreat at Mustang Island Conference Center with a bag of blessed St. Benedict medals—and a theological problem I had not expected. The problem was simple: what, exactly, is a Lutheran pastor supposed to do with them? Let me tell you how I got into this strange position. The Anglican Order of Preachers—the Dominican community to which I belong as a life-professed friar—is, as the name suggests, a preaching order. Like many mainline religious communities, we are strongest in prophetic witness and social justice. What we are less practiced at is the simple, one-on-one conversation with people who have never heard the Gospel and have no particular reason to listen. So we decided to address that gap. We invited a deacon from the Archdiocese of Galveston–Houston who practices street evangelism—not the aggressive, confrontational variety, but the kind that begins with genuine human contact and grows from there. He spent a day training us: classroom instruction, some role-playing, and then an hour on the streets of Port Aransas speaking with strangers about things that matter. Afterward we gathered for dinner and a long conversation about what we had experienced. During the training, the deacon explained how his team uses sacramentals—rosaries, medals, prayer cards—as conversation starters and simple gifts. Not as magic. Not as luck. Rather, as physical anchors for a spiritual reality the Church has always insisted upon. He brought samples, and we took them with us onto the street. At the end of the evening there were leftovers. The deacon did not want to haul them home, but since the group was mostly Episcopalians, he correctly assumed we were unlikely to make much use of them. I, however, grabbed a bag of blessed St. Benedict medals and brought them back to La Porte, TX where I live and serve the TX LA Gulf Coast Synod (ELCA) as an intentional interim pastor. My first thought was to give them to my Thursday night Bible study group at Light of Christ—a scrappy, lean, no-frills, refreshingly honest crew made up mostly of recovery alumni and people who know the margins of life firsthand. They are exactly the kind of people for whom a physical object that says you are not alone in this fight might matter. In a moment of craving or despair—when faith feels abstract and distant—the cold weight of a medal in the palm can provide a kind of sensory grounding. Then it occurred to me that they would have no framework for what they were holding. The medal bears Latin inscriptions on both sides, including the potent Vade Retro Satana (“Begone, Satan”). It carries a theological tradition stretching back fifteen centuries. At its core, the medal is a scriptural invocation in metal—the Name of Jesus set against the dark. So I wrote a teaching document—but before I could teach it, I had to work something out for myself: what does a Lutheran do with this? Lutherans are not sacramental in quite the same way Roman Catholics are. We have a more narrowly defined set of Sacraments and a less developed theology of sacramentals. We reject any notion that an object works “by the mere performance of the ritual” (ex opere operato) as a mechanism of automatic grace apart from faith and the Word. We are often suspicious—sometimes rightly—of anything that appears to locate spiritual power in a thing rather than in the Word and the Name. Martin Luther himself was emphatic: it is the Word that makes the Sacrament. Without the Word, the element is simply matter. Yet Luther also blessed things. He retained the renunciations, the exorcism, and the exsufflation in the baptismal rite—a reminder that the early church never imagined the Christian life as spiritually neutral terrain. He wrote and sang about spiritual warfare as a present and serious reality. More to the point, Luther understood that God uses material means—water, bread, wine, spoken words—to deliver real promises. The Lutheran tradition has always insisted that the boundary between the physical and spiritual worlds is far more porous than Western modernity is willing to admit. Given that background, there is a precedent, if not a full theological system, for the careful, non-superstitious use of physical signs, properly understood. The St. Benedict medal is not a lucky charm. It promises nothing automatically. It is best understood as a material confession of Jesus’s victory. Its power is entirely His—invoked through faith and prayer, and grounded in the scriptural commands inscribed on its surface. The medal is not a battery of power; it is a sign that points the Christian back to their Baptismal identity. What the medal does is give the person holding it something to hold: a physical anchor in a moment of spiritual pressure. A reminder, pressed into the palm, that the Name of Jesus has already won the ground being contested—not by residing in the object, but by being confessed and trusted in faith. For someone in recovery—someone who knows in their bones what it means to be pulled toward destruction by something that sounds almost reasonable—that is no small thing. People who have lived close to darkness do not need to be convinced that darkness is real. What they need is a theological framework for what they have already experienced—and clarity about what to do when the pressure returns. The full teaching document--The Warfare of Things: A Guide to the Sacred and the Profane—is available as a free download here. It explores the theology of blessed and cursed objects through a Lutheran lens, explains how the St. Benedict medal may be used as a prayer aid, discusses how to identify and remove spiritual footholds in a living space, and argues—concretely and pastorally—that the Church’s tradition of blessing and consecration is not superstition, but pastoral common sense. If you are working with people in recovery—or serving a congregation that has never been given a framework for this territory—the guide was written for precisely that situation. Because sometimes the most pastoral thing the Church can offer is not a new theory, but an old tool placed back into the hands of people who need it. Image: https://www.freepik.com/ Rev. Dr. Steve Stutz Ordained Lutheran Pastor · Intentional Interim Minister · Certified Spiritual Director La Porte, Texas · Houston Area [Contact] · [LinkedIn] · [The Marginal Note on Substack] I've been in enough spiritual direction sessions to know that most people don't arrive hoping for an earthquake. They come looking for clarity. For resolution. For the kind of settled peace that would let them finally exhale. They've already done their grieving, or they think they have. They've made their arrangements, accepted their losses, and organized their pain into something manageable. They come the way you visit a grave — to pay respects to something that is, definitively, over. The women in Matthew 28 show up at the tomb the same way. Spices ready. Grief organized. Operating under the oldest law of human existence: dead things stay dead. Then the earth moves. What strikes me — and what I keep returning to in spiritual direction work — is that the earthquake doesn't stop before the angel speaks. The ground is still shaking when the announcement comes: Do not be afraid. The women encounter the news of the Resurrection while their knees are still unsteady. Matthew is honest about what they feel on the way out: "fear and great joy." Not clarity. Not calm. Both things, simultaneously, in a body that is still catching up to what the soul just received. This is what I often see in people at the threshold of genuine spiritual transformation. They want the trembling to stop before they start moving. They want the disorientation to resolve before they trust what they've been told. But the women don't wait. They run while the ground is still vibrating. They carry the news while they're still shaking. Luther's baptismal theology names this precisely. He says Baptism signifies that the old creature — the one who has made peace with the graveyard, who assumes death has the final word — is drowned. Not reformed. Not improved. Drowned. The stone of the old life is rolled away not because you were strong enough to move it, but because God was gracious enough to shatter it. The earthquake of Easter is not a past event you observe. It is a current reality you inhabit. If you are in a season of disruption — if something you assumed was settled has turned out not to be — you may be living inside the seismos without recognizing it as grace. The disorientation is not a sign that something has gone wrong. It may be the first indication that something is being made new. The tomb is empty. The stone has become a bench. The trembling is not the enemy of faith — it may be the shape faith takes at the beginning. If you're navigating a season like this and want a companion for the journey, I work with people in spiritual direction. The contact page is the place to start. Rev. Dr. Steve Stutz Ordained Lutheran Pastor · Intentional Interim Minister · Certified Spiritual Director La Porte, Texas · Houston Area
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